Last message: I hope people don’t get this wrong right? Even if you still “love” the person who ruined you and want to go back because you think they are the only one who ever “loved” you truly then no. That’s not true. You might want to go back to them but it’s important, you don’t. You don’t go back to them, I’m not saying you’ll completely forget about them or something (said by someone who couldn’t forget even after 10-11 years) it will stay but you’ll get better as time goes, like people says. You’ll wish you had another life, you will cry every night asking “what did i do to deserve this?” But the next moment you’ll want to be loved, to be used or whatever that makes you feel loved or wanted. You won’t think it’s dirty, you’ll think it feels right even if it doesn’t then the next moment you’ll want revenge on them, you’ll think you want to do same to them to feel happy, satisfied…to feel the power, yk what I mean. You’ll want to do same to them, make them suffer just the way they made you, make them not forget just like they make you..only if it was that easy..only if doing same to them would have make you forget about those things… that’s not how it works. If you had done something to someone you should apologize, they might not forgive you.. because no one would… neither I would or neither I would want then to forgive me. But it’s important to apologize to them and not with smug or mockingly but for real, only apologize if you feel guilty and not because you think it will make their pain less…ughh what am I saying…
I was a bit mad at the ending but I understand why yui wanted to stay with him.. i just feel like everybody failed him especially his parents.. “the abused becomes abuser” is the best I can describe this manga.
Bbun
Last message: I hope people don’t get this wrong right? Even if you still “love” the person who ruined you and want to go back because you think they are the only one who ever “loved” you truly then no. That’s not true. You might want to go back to them but it’s important, you don’t. You don’t go back to them, I’m not saying you’ll completely forget about them or something (said by someone who couldn’t forget even after 10-11 years) it will stay but you’ll get better as time goes, like people says. You’ll wish you had another life, you will cry every night asking “what did i do to deserve this?” But the next moment you’ll want to be loved, to be used or whatever that makes you feel loved or wanted. You won’t think it’s dirty, you’ll think it feels right even if it doesn’t then the next moment you’ll want revenge on them, you’ll think you want to do same to them to feel happy, satisfied…to feel the power, yk what I mean. You’ll want to do same to them, make them suffer just the way they made you, make them not forget just like they make you..only if it was that easy..only if doing same to them would have make you forget about those things… that’s not how it works. If you had done something to someone you should apologize, they might not forgive you.. because no one would… neither I would or neither I would want then to forgive me. But it’s important to apologize to them and not with smug or mockingly but for real, only apologize if you feel guilty and not because you think it will make their pain less…ughh what am I saying…
Note: drunk, sorry
lucas_14me
Holyshit I love this manga so much AHHH (˶>⩊<˶) it’s so fricking relatable omfg (っ╥﹏╥ς)
seeani
I was a bit mad at the ending but I understand why yui wanted to stay with him.. i just feel like everybody failed him especially his parents.. “the abused becomes abuser” is the best I can describe this manga.